It isn't the pain that hurts anymore <br />What hurts is that I have nobody <br />I have nobody to love <br />Nobody by my side saying everything's alright <br /> <br />I'm so lonely inside and out <br />I try not to cry but I'm drowning in my tears <br /> <br />I'm messed up from this pain <br />I need someone to fix me <br />But nobody can hear these screams <br />Nobody cares I'm even here <br /> <br />I'm alone so alone <br />Why am I alone <br /> <br />Nobody has ever loved me <br />I guess nobody will ever love me <br />I'm stuck here all alone <br />Stuck here drowning in these tears <br /> <br />April 19,2009<br /><br />ESPN CHICK<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/nobody-30/