Endless rain pouring into my mind <br />painful storms striking, but i hide <br />drowning in the river of my own self <br />but only me should notice & no one else <br /> <br />people act and speak on my behalf <br />it boils my inner feelings, but i just laugh <br />my eyes are yelling at my thoughts.. <br />asking them to stop wandering along my mind <br />they're tired already..and they're ready to close <br />and switch to the world of dreams where everything is mine <br /> <br />thoughts finally decided to fade away <br />leaving some traces in my brain to stay <br /> <br />here i am in my world of darkness..its like a maze..i feel so lost <br />am trying to escape and run, but the places i know are only covered with dust <br />people i've never met are chasing me to places i've never been to <br />and wherever i go, i find a memory that reminds me of you <br /> <br />so i just keep running..i wish someone could just wake me up <br />i'm so tired..its like climbing a mountain that has no top <br />waaaake meee uppppp...waaaakkeeee meee upppppppp <br /> <br />i screamed out loud, it even brought me back at last <br />am trying to remember what happened, i couldn't even get a blast <br />anyway, i'll never go back to sleep... <br />but this image of yours, makes everything seems so cheap <br /> <br />why don't u just leave me alone..you've invaded my reality and imagination <br />you've turned me into a freak..you've overcome all my expectations <br /> <br />yes, i tried to put a spell on you..but you cursed me right back! <br />i aint gonna take this anymore, n am ready for an attack <br />my weapon is my brain, i should have seen this from the start <br />my enemy is you...YES, you...my stupid heart! ! ! ! ! ! !<br /><br />Eman Askar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-stupid-heart/
