There's and icy numbness, <br />where I'm standing, <br />no one's around, <br />to see me go down, <br />and the pain i'm feeling, <br />forcing me to the ground, <br />there's a fire burning in my heart, <br />don't touch me, <br />I might fall apart..... <br /> <br />I'm.... hiding... from myself now, <br />and the pain, <br />is just too much to bear, <br />I can hear thumping of my own heart, <br />I feel it somewhere, <br />ignoring what hurts, <br />and letting it all go, <br />pretending the pain, <br />is just not there, <br />let me go, <br />I want out now, <br />let me ease my pain, <br />with a knife or a needle, <br />I want to leave right now. <br />Don't tell me that, <br />it can't be true, <br />my legs are limp now, <br />i hit the ground, <br />my knees are shaking, <br />please let go, <br />why did I have know..... <br /> <br />I refuse to stay, <br />leave me to myself, <br />there's just no way, <br />I can do it with my own kind of help, <br />give me the bottle, <br />i'm screaming inside myself, <br />let me forget, <br />the day.... <br /> <br />cause it seems like yesterday, <br />he was here, <br />but now he's gone, <br />I'm alone and he's not here.... <br />it seems like yesterday, <br />it was going good, <br />but now I feel pain, <br />like I never thought I would. <br /> <br />This disease inside me it just won't stop, <br />and it's consuming inside, <br />and now I can't control myself! <br /> <br />So let me go! <br />i can do this on my own, <br />I don't need you support, <br />and if you try to find me i'll go, <br />what you say it just cannot be true, <br />i will find him <br />and i will get away from you, <br />so let me go..... <br />please...just...let...me.....go....<br /><br />Sandra jacks<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-me-go-38/
