Trying to approach myself before time reaches me <br />see, some minutes belong to me, reversed in space this body of mine. <br /> <br />Risen scars they come to me, infinity stains just can't be reached. <br />Until i fall, escape is not acceptable, i think i have to raise it all. <br /> <br />...Beginning was the end of this, explosive thought i came to you <br />Kamikazes' glory target, agoraphobic i think i am <br />in delirium we have to aim; Expect to hope no next day <br /> <br />So i delay our total loneliness, and i avoid.. <br /> <br />Now take my hand 'cause i'm nothing, No-rejected <br /> <br />i'll fall again into circles, spiraling, the low descent flat, all the flats <br />..and those days i'll cry for me, how could i cry for me? <br /> <br />No! Take my head for we're nothing, what is nothing? <br /> <br />Delay our total loneliness, obliterate your total hope, flow no more <br />You could take me out, you know, i think i'm free, you know... <br />..if i can reach totality then surely i'm free <br />Me, a G.odd, me, the infinity stains <br /> <br />Think i can avoid the fatal total loneliness <br />and the remains won't trace on me <br /> <br />Think i'm me, but how can i be watching me? <br />Do i know i'm not alone? <br /> <br />In no space this body of mine, do i know i'm alone?<br /><br />Ayden Fotko<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/avoid-the-total-loneliness/
