the unfortunate day, i remember <br />the sharp carving knife, i remember <br />over the veins of my wrist, i remember <br />i try to slit but i can't, i remember <br /> <br />i close my eyes, i remember <br />memories pleasant, memories regretted, i remember <br />pandemonium in my mind, HAVOC! ! ! i remember <br />i begin to scream AHHH! ! ! AHHH! ! ! i remember <br /> <br />i cannot forget <br />...the tears <br />......the mucus <br />.........the saliva <br />...........................dripping <br />...........................dropping <br />...........................drooling <br /> <br />i jerk my head from side to side, i remember <br />death has his hands on my back <br />transfering his wiles into me, i remember <br />I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANY MORE! ! ! i remember <br /> <br />diazepam, zoloft in my hand, i remember <br />bottoms up, down they go, i remember <br />i lay on my bed, i close my eyes, i remember <br />praying they never ever open, i remember <br /> <br />three days pass, i remember <br />i awake, i remember <br />hands over my face, i beging to cry......... <br /> <br />i'll never forge<br /><br />Gary Rounds<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-remember-119/
