Nothing I could say <br />Would ever be the same <br />Those petals fallen <br />Like the angel's blessings <br /> <br />I cried <br />It was such bitter divide <br />Tears struck that night <br />Like the angel's merciless deceit <br /> <br />And searching <br />And searching <br />And searching <br />For something to believe in life <br /> <br />After the fallen moment <br />There was only misery no delight <br /> <br />The doors remain closed <br />The light remains blocked <br />The exit isn't there <br />My world's becoming a nightmare <br /> <br />The search is over <br />There's nothing left for me here <br />My mind is so jaded <br />Why can't I love again.... <br /> <br />I'm crying <br />Then screaming <br />Nothing's changing <br />No one's caring <br /> <br />I'm dead <br />I've been this way <br />I don't exist in your world <br />And I can't love you again<br /><br />Aiden Florence<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-it-feels-like-to-be-dead/
