I am wanting the broken meaning <br />I crave the hateful lust of fear <br />Affairs...are all I know <br /> <br />This friendship is unreal until <br />I push it to it's very limit <br />She may be yours <br />You may be his <br />But I will cut this trust <br />Affairs...are all I know <br /> <br />Oh, come over with no expectation <br />No toothbrush, no prior understanding <br />Then wake up here tomorrow <br />Affairs...are all I know <br /> <br />I actively seek the tormented tears <br />The hollow satisfaction of numb shudders <br />With flesh I shouldn't see, let alone touch <br />I've been damaged this way for years <br />Affairs...are all I know <br />Affairs...are all there is <br /> <br />(2009)<br /><br />B.. Alexander<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/affairs-2/
