When will the sky part when will my day start when will life pick up for me <br />will it ever come will i ever be loved or am i just being greedy <br />my heart grows black my mind fights me back I'm sick of being alone <br />no knocks on my door i am just a bore my life is hard as stone <br />without my friends the voices in my head become the only noise <br />its driving me insane i start to slip away result of not having any joy <br />and i want it to end <br /> i need it to end <br />i want to kill myself today <br />i want to feel nothing <br /> i want to never awake <br /> i want to die just this way <br />i watch t.v alone i wait with a silent phone and feeling for myself <br />is there something more, I am just ignored just waiting for my death <br />everyone seems happy, everyone but me, my life is just so hard <br />am I the only one, is there no one else, tomorrow seems so far <br />I'm sick of the wait, I'm filled with all this hate, I'm so angry at no one <br />back against the wall, i am starting to fall, i think I'm finally done <br />and I want it to end <br />i need it to end <br />i want to kill myself today <br />i want to feel nothing <br />i want to never awake <br />i want to die just this way <br />will I be missed, will people be pissed, will anyone even care <br />I'm unnoticed so often, can I escape this coffin, I am unaware <br />i hurt so much, I'm so out of touch, i couldn't feel more low <br />should of i waited, maybe medicated..... <br />I guess I'll never know.<br /><br />Joseph Gallant<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/empty-days-2/
