I feel as if I must apologize, <br />To the man that always stands by my side. <br />For causing him worry and grief, <br />And making his blood pressure rise. <br /> <br />When I have a moment, I am not me. <br />And I clam up like a caught thief. <br />I can not communicate, I know this he hates. <br />But try as I might, it’s beyond my ability. <br /> <br />And the more that he tries to talk, <br />The more annoyed I get and balk. <br />And the more he tries to talk, <br />And I know it is all my fault. <br /> <br />This one lasted four days. <br />This one was actually quite bad. <br />If I could just… find a way, <br />I would do it today. <br /> <br />How can I make it stop? <br />For a while, I do so well <br />And then my mind spins out of control, <br />like a top… who do I tell? <br /> <br />I try very hard to make it stop, but I can’t <br />And it scares me to death ‘cause it won’t. <br />Why does it happen at all, <br />And what sets it off?<br /><br />Kimberly Lindsey<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/apology-to-my-husband/
