How had this happened? <br />I thought we'd be together forever, but how I was sorely wrong. <br />You said you would never hurt me, but you have hurt me worse than anyone ever has. <br />I wish you could see how deep the pain runs through. <br />I wish you still loved me. <br />I wish, I wish you had never left. <br />Then things would still be the same for us. <br />You would still love me like before. <br />Why aren't wishes real? <br />Why can't they be? <br />Then that way I still wouldn't be in so much pain, even now that you're back. <br />All my dreams of us, they won't be coming true. <br />The only dreams I have are dreams where you come back to me. <br />I wish you would. <br />I need you...I love you.<br /><br />Shelly Hileman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/how-had-this-happened/
