i <br />I am not a poet, I'm certainly not <br />I am not like Denise Bekker, though she is my type. <br />Definitely, I can't be like Dr. Subhendu Kar <br /> a brilliant writer full of love. <br />But I dream to be like Hasmukh Amathalal <br />Whose works for me are all five stars <br />I can't be like them, I'm just a copy cat. <br />ii <br />Who am I to be a poet? <br />I could do no brilliant pieces <br />English and writing are my weaknesses. <br />The truth is, with English I've never been clever <br />I rather close my mouth, lending an ear is better <br />Than to open my lips and be laughed by many <br />Is it not so funny? I am no one, but to dream is free. <br />iii <br />How can I create a better piece? <br />Most of the time I run out of words and I can't think <br />Of flowery words and metaphors that fit. <br />I just have simple lines, no simile, no idioms in it. <br />No, I was not born and aged to be like this <br />When it comes to writing I am nobody, I can accept this. <br />iv <br />I can only write out of boredom and loneliness <br />Seeking for something to sharpen my brain <br />Or I am just looking for someone to share <br />Just like Denise Bekker who send me message first <br />Though my works are simple and full of errors <br />I feel so delight, she praises me, I must thank her so. <br />v <br />I'm aware people has individual core gifts <br />They have their own area in which they're good at it. <br />But what's wrong in trying even if I'm in misery? <br />Hahaha, just give me chance please <br />Dr. Subhendu, I beg of you if I insist <br />Hasmukh Amathalal, tell me if I shall have to quit.<br /><br />Diana Rose<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/trying-hard-3/
