looking back on it now, <br />I really didn't have many friends, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I was the outcast of the group, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I was seen as the stupid one, the joke, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I lived in the vain of being someone eccual to evryone, <br /> <br />looking back on it now, <br />I was continnually mocked and laughed at, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I didn't really had someone to turn to, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I started to realise the truth, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I noticed what was going on, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I couldn't change it anymore, <br /> <br />looking back on it now, <br />I made some mistakes, I know, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I have been toyed with to much, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I should let my voice be heared more, <br />looking back on it now, <br />I should stand firm and demand the respect I deserve, <br />for I have changed to someone you could call ' a normall, yet silly, person ' maybe even ' a friend ', <br />but that all depends on you dearest reader, <br /> <br />looking back on it now, <br />I have no idea, <br />looking back on it now, <br />that this was going to get so long. <br /> <br />TiMbEr<br /><br />Tim De Brouwer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/looking-back-on-it-now/
