The pain dwells deep within myself <br />I feed from the chaos <br />until I am full <br />my cup over flows <br />my heart races, burns <br />I hear each beat echo in my ears <br />the blood rushes to my head <br />I'm so dizzy <br />eleven months I have been on my knees <br />waiting to be empty, to feel so much less <br />I spew venom praying to change <br />what have I become, a monster? <br />a bi polar beast, <br />that births the chaos you dread? <br />when will the madness end? <br />will I ever empty? <br />I taste the bitterness of death on my lips <br />my chest throbs from the acid passing through it <br />what am I now..<br /><br />Dakota Ellerton<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/bulimic-bestality/
