You hurt me when I'm awake. <br />You hurt me in my dreams. <br />You lie to me consistently <br />You lie to yourself so many years. <br />When does this stop.... <br />Open you heart to me. <br />When are you going to trust me... <br />& understand that I'll never going to break that trust. <br />Like you have with me so many times, <br />Throughout our journeys.. <br />Can't you see this is the final straw for me. <br />I'm sick of crying <br />I'm sick of lies <br />I'm sick of hurting all this time. <br />Smoking weed just numbs the thoughts & feelings... <br />But comes back again. <br />So then I roll another to numb it all again... <br />Is that my life...? <br />Yes indeed <br />I don't want that for myself. <br />I want a lot more then that.. <br />I want stability. <br />I want to live life comfortably, <br />For you & our family... <br />You say to me that you want the same as me <br />But now it's almost 7 years.. <br />We've been doing the same old thing... <br />I'm getting tired with this <br />Because I want more for my family... <br />Then what we have right now. <br />I thought you wanted the same as me <br />Or those are lies as well...? <br />Stop lying to yourself <br />Stop lying to me <br />& stop lying to your family... <br />We don't lie to you my dear. <br />All we do is give pure love & honesty <br />& that's what we want from you my dear. <br />Is it hard for you to do, <br />to be honest to your family...? <br />Explain to me so I can understand <br />& just maybe we can keep us together as a family, <br />Like it's meant to be...<br /><br />Midnight Blues<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/stop-the-lies/
