</>It feels like life is nothing but guilt, <br />From the hurt I’ve gained and the pain I’ve felt, <br />You spend time lost in a world so cold, <br />Frostbitten by the lies and the stories you were told, <br /> <br />Your dreams become weary as your heart starts to shrink, <br />Like a raisin in the sun; not to love nor to think, <br />To ruminate thoughts lodged deep in your soul, <br />Only to be frostbitten in a world so cold, <br /> <br />Your fist stays clenched with a glowing anger, <br />Just to be tamed by hate, controlled by your trainer, <br />As if your feelings became a robbery, a theft who stole, <br />Frostbitten eternally, day by day in a world so cold, <br /> <br />You dim your life on basis in our evolution of the sun and moon, <br />Caught in the meaning of coming up only to go back down soon, <br />You had a life, but that life was dismantled from its whole, <br />A heart surviving frostbitten in a world so cold, <br /> <br />Why must you shut out the things that mean most for less, <br />A choice you lost as a pawn in this life we call chess, <br />All I could ever want is to live a life in serenity, to be bold, <br />But instead I suffer in a frostbitten world beyond cold, <br /> <br />Now I sit here angered beyond lost due to my guilt, <br />A choice I'm making were my cards to be dealt, <br />Now its all gone, all it took was for this one thing to show, <br />I must now … Live alone frostbitten in a world so cold. <br /> <br /> … Guilt … Choice … Where lies freedom? …<br /><br />Joshua Hillard<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/guilt-27/
