Often times I wonder, <br />what is wrong with me? <br />I seem to have a weird way of appreciating the things and people I should be grateful for. <br />I don't take advantages that are right in front of me. <br />Instead I let loose and let my emotions play. <br />I talk the talk, <br />but I sometimes don't know how to walk the walk. <br />Things like that make me think. <br />What am I gaining from any of these experiences? <br />Everything I gain, I already know. <br />I know I am stupid, <br />I know I am weird, <br />I know I am crazy, <br />but what does it prove? <br />That I am abnormal? <br />But wait, <br />I know that too.<br /><br />Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ambivalence-12/