So lost in a sea of emotions <br />I don't know what to feel, <br />The pain lingers on <br />It goes from mental, to emotional, <br />To permanent physical pain. <br /> <br />I hate that I have to live like this, <br />When you're living like nothing ever happened. <br />Am I ghost that you pass by without a care? <br />Am I just a plain mystery to your unwanted history? <br />Or am I just another stupid chapter in your book of life? <br /> <br />Don't deny me as a person <br />Cause I know I was more. <br />Wasn't I the one that you once adored? <br />But was I really? <br /> <br />Did you even mean it when you said that you loved me? <br />Or did you only say it because you had no other choice? <br />I am convinced <br />That you only said what you had to say. <br />You lied through your teeth and it took me this long to see. <br />Don't expect an acceptance to your lame apology. <br /> <br />You can say your meaning-less sorry's <br />All that pleases you. <br />But it won't help heal the hole in my heart. <br />Nor shall it heal the pain you caused. <br /> <br />You may not see the scars and pieces, <br />But I assure you <br />It is far worst than the damage you see on my body. <br />But don't you worry, <br />These scars will heal, Through time. <br />But its the hole in my heart that will probably never heal.<br /><br />Scarlette Romero<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hole-in-my-heart-3/
