i know i could make everything better <br />if only i did this one last thing <br />i know theres other ways <br />but nothing else will work quite the same <br />ill never be me again so i want you to understand <br />why im movin back on to my old ways <br /> <br />im better off without your betrayl <br />you lied to me <br />and you made me out to be <br />responsible for your misery <br />im always reminded of everything you put me through <br />and when you came crawling back to me <br />i pushed you away <br /> <br />granted our relationship has grown since then <br />but i cant take it wondering <br />if youll be there for me tomorrow <br />at times i wanna scream how i hate you <br />and that your such a liar <br />that you make me insane <br />but something inside me wont let it out <br /> <br />i know i havent been completely honest with you <br />and i wanna let you in <br />on all the secrets i hold so deep <br />where do i begin...... <br />im tried of lyin <br />and i blame myself for everything <br />im sorry i didnt tell you before <br />maybe if i had <br />then you could have saved me <br />i dont know how to tell you this <br />but mama i wanna die <br />i know you wont understand why <br />but i can only live in this darkness alone for so long <br /> <br />my fears came alive <br />and i made a decision out of desperation <br />so i took that blade <br />and aimed for the end <br />everything youd ever said came back to me then <br />and i knew id let you down again <br />but dont worry mama <br />for this will be the last time ever again <br />that i will let you down, i promise <br />just know that i love you and i always did <br />but this is the end to the story <br />of my messed up life.<br /><br />misty wright<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-you-down-3/
