the time how it flys <br />where has my life gone <br />i feel like im at the end <br />but shouldnt i be happy? <br />i have everything ive ever wanted <br />a good job, my family back and <br />a beautiful baby girl <br />am i wrong for feeling this way? <br />for wanting to runaway everyday <br />and escape these thoughts in my head <br />how could i want to leave my baby <br />leave her to live this life alone <br />am i selfish for wanting to end the pain <br />for feeling like im not good enough for her? <br /> <br />everyday brings on more thoughts <br />of guilt and regret <br />i dont want her to end up like me <br />wondering everyday if today will be the day <br />you give into the uncontrollable pain <br />but how can i show her the good in life <br />when all i see is the misery? <br /> <br />it angers me to think of <br />the mother i so badly longed to be <br />then i look in the mirror and see <br />an animal staring back at me <br /> <br />i thought i could do this on my own <br />i thought i could be more <br />i thought i would get better <br />but now i see im only me <br />and me will never be <br />good enough for you my darling <br /> <br />you wont ever have to look far <br />for i will always be there <br />i will forever be in your heart <br />so goodbye my angel baby <br />i love you more than you will ever know <br />mommy will be watching over <br />each and everyday.<br /><br />misty wright<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-angel-46/
