With you inside me, <br />feeling my soul, <br />I let out a moan. <br />It's sinful, sinful I remind myself. <br />But it feels so right. <br />Your fingertips digging into my hips, <br />my arms meeting on your chest, <br />I can almost hear your heartbeating. <br />Without hesitation, <br />I push down. <br />Moving so as to penitrate deeper. <br />I want you to feel the sorrow, <br />buried deep in my being. <br />See the dreams I gave up on. <br />What does life have left to offer me, besides sadness? <br />Is my perception so far from reality? <br />I feel so distant. <br />When we lay together, <br />I uncontrolably cover you in sweet kisses. <br />It's a poor substitue for tears, <br />but it's unseen just the same. <br />I will wrap you in my arms, <br />and pretend that I'm alright. <br />But really, what is alright anymore? <br />I have all these thoughts, shimmering behind my eyes. <br />Can you not see them? <br />My fingers are crossed, <br />and I promise. <br />I make promises, I don't always intend to keep. <br />But I'm sure you've realized that. <br />I'm sorry I could never be enough for you. <br />Through eyes so clouded, <br />the word beauty would never leave my tongue. <br />I don't see myself as such. <br />Infact, I feel almost, <br />monstrous. <br />What love could I give you, <br />but a tainted one?<br /><br />Dakota Ellerton<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/tainted-lovers-love-lying-lovers-lies/
