Last night as I cried in silence <br />When the soft wind realized the battle's consequence <br />The heart is almost done breathing <br />And the mind never stop thinking <br /> <br />Somehow the veins were cut <br />To surrender myself I dare not <br />Life is at the end of the shadow <br />While darkness appeared again through the mind's meadow <br /> <br />I never screamed for I was afraid <br />Scared if somebody noticed me <br />In a place where my heart is heavily laid <br />Without the chance to see <br /> <br />I guess I need to stop right now <br />But still my whole self is carried with pain <br />Love does not mean a vow <br />If it is carried by the unfaithful rain.<br /><br />Anthony John Oliveros<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-with-the-alone/