Only because i smile, <br />Doesn't prove my glee, <br />For my hidden sorrow, <br />Is now controlling me, <br /> <br />This sea of melancholy, <br />Is slowly drowning me, <br />Under the burning crimson sky, <br />And screeching black stars, <br /> <br />the contempt that boils within, <br />Creates only a greater sorrow, <br />This contempt for myself, <br />And the reproach I give myself, <br />This reproach I can't bear, <br />This abuse I can't withstand, <br />the torment and pain, <br />Feds my growing hidden sorrow,<br /><br />Paurakh Shrestha<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hidden-sorrow/