I think they know i don't like to eat <br />I think they know thats why <br />I can't sit still in my seat <br />If they only knew thats not the only thing <br />If they knew that the blade i hold to my skin <br />Doesn't just take the hair away <br />When the red oozes out <br />So does the pain <br />When he started retreating <br />Because of you <br />My heart stopped beating <br />And when you asked me how i felt <br />I laughed in your face <br />You don't regret <br />A single word you said to me <br />You don't feel a pang for anything <br />Your my parents <br />But theres no trust between us <br />Your my legal guardians <br />Thats all <br />You gave me life <br />Thats it <br />If i had a chance to redo <br />What i did <br />I would do everything exactly the same <br />I would go-out with him <br />There would be no shame <br />I would kiss him <br />And show him off <br />I wouldn't keep him hidden <br />I'd be proud to call him mine <br />But guess what he's not <br />Not mine that is <br />Because of you! <br />I haven't been the same <br />You really hurt me <br />You said i lost your trust <br />And you think that i must <br />Prove myself to you <br />But guess what? <br />Trust is not a one way street <br />Trust is a thing between two<br /><br />Rachel Byrum<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-they-only-knew/
