Overthinking is my enemy <br />It leads me to complete insanity <br />A self-pity made up of an inquisitive anatomy <br />What if...? <br />The two words that spiral me into a frenzy <br />A psychological tornado not even my friends see <br />My zoned out face says I'm out of it <br />But I'm too deep into it <br />My predicament suggests mental breakdown is imminent <br />Dead memories get brought back to mind <br />Checking if history repeated itself one last time <br />The answer is in my head, I know <br />I'm looking for it everywhere like Waldo <br />But I jump to crazy conclusions <br />Spurred by past lies and illusions <br />Then comes the true/false confusion <br />I think it's reality that I'm losing <br />Is this the real answer? <br />Or is it a trick card? <br />Anger spreads like cancer <br />Because it shouldn't be this hard <br />My brain is pleading in exasperation "Please stop reading into the situation! " <br />Except I can't. <br />I'm an addict of my thoughts <br />And I'll never go to rehabilitation <br />I'm a full time astronaut <br />And my head is a space station <br />Floating far from physical being <br />My mental makes me confront my feelings.<br /><br />uhm.. yeah<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/overthinking/
