So confused, so hurt, so lost <br />I ask so many questions <br />With little to no answers <br />Depression and tears are the truth <br />Smiling but hurting to cover <br /> <br />Sitting here wondering why this <br />So lost, so confused, why me? <br />My nana gone for life <br />Forever here in my heart <br />Her memories is where she will stay <br /> <br />Now I live the homeless life <br />Thought i had a boyfriend that cared <br />But he was just a heartbreaker <br />No family left now but my friends are here <br />Without my two best friends I wouldnt be here <br /> <br />Trying to take this in all at once <br />So stressed and hurting for life <br />My nana passing away, no family left <br />Losing what i had, being homeless <br />All too much for me to live through <br /> <br />Missing my nana everyday <br />Cant believe that she's already gone <br />Miss talking to her everyday <br />Getting advice from her <br />She was always there for me <br /> <br />Now without her Im scared <br />Who do I go to now for advice? <br />Friends are there but still not the same <br />She's watching over me I know <br />But it'll never be the same as her being here <br /> <br />So lost, so confused, so hurt <br />When will it end or will it? <br />Afraid its not going to end <br />Without nana I dont know anything <br />May not be able to make it without her <br /> <br />I miss my nana so much <br />It wasnt her time to go <br />Why did he have to take her? <br />I wonder everyday why her? <br />So lost, so confused, so hurt<br /><br />Reba Hurt<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hurt-lost-confuse-i-miss-you-nana/