I'm sorry I let you read me <br />I'm sorry I read you <br />I'm sorry I let you manipulate me <br />I'm sorry I manipulated you <br />I'm sorry I let you meet up with me <br />I'm sorry I met up with you <br />I'm sorry I let you kiss me <br />I'm sorry I kissed you <br />I'm sorry I let you touch me <br />I'm sorry I touched you <br />I'm sorry I got you attracted <br />I'm sorry I got attracted <br />I'm sorry I fell for you <br />I'm sorry you never felt the same way <br />I'm sorry for the first time <br />I'm sorry for my disintegrated conscience <br />I'm sorry for not letting go <br />I'm sorry for being mentally ill <br />I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time <br />I'm sorry for ever existing <br />I'm sorry for being sexually abused <br />I'm sorry for my religion <br />I'm sorry for not being capable of being loved <br />I'm sorry for being alive <br />I'm so sorry <br />but I will fix all of this...<br /><br />Mariam Abdelghani<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/barely-surviving/