Does it ever get better <br />Will it ever get better <br />You flood my mind <br />Willingly I participate in these thoughts <br />But at what cost <br />I need to let go <br />Need to let you go <br />But my heart <br />My mind, body… <br />All of me <br />Can’t let go <br /> <br />Time can be so cruel at times <br />What have we ever done to time <br />We were given so little <br />Yet sadly snatched from us <br />All I live now with <br />Is all the ‘if’s’ my mind plays with <br />I smile through these tears <br />Tears of sadness, love, longing and anger <br />I need to let go <br />But I can’t bring myself to it <br /> <br />I loved you from afar <br />I loved you not even knowing <br />I love you.. <br />I still love you <br />I need to let go <br />But I can’t…Not just yet..<br /><br />Lizelle 'Leasel' Martins<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-t-let-go-yet/