If I was the huge yellow flower as I see in my closed eyes <br />Blooming, with a hundred and hundred huge petals outwards <br />Its stem is sunken root'wards how nice it would be. <br />I see a bird from the eyes within the flower <br />I see that the bird comes to me. <br />Of all the flowers with many petals around I am huge, yellow and bright <br />The others grow like burning kettles in light <br />Whistling the song of heat <br />I begin to sing to myself the song of spring for a bird that has come to greet. <br />I see the sun shine bright like no day before from the space between its feathers <br />As the sun lights its feathers <br />They glow like stars with funny colors <br />I see the bird comes towards me and rise delightfully <br />It pauses to block the sun into me <br />I glow in pride for the protective shade it gave <br />The bird flaps its wings fiercely sheds some petals in a fraction of seconds <br />I found scars on my huge petals that remained layered by my love <br />As I saw the bird shadow my growth into the whole wild world I sink into the backward <br />My eyes see no light therefore there is trace of no sight the growth had only begun <br />My petals begin to close inward as I sink backwards now the yellow is tainted with brown <br />I see no bird for worms are wriggling all around <br />I feel no feeling for the reason to feel is choked to death <br />I see I live in a state of death untouched by the world I desire above me <br />The world I desire above has made me the undesired and led me to an underworld <br />When my eyes are still close I now come to wonder why I ever let them close?<br /><br />Crystal Star<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/behind-closed-eyes-3/
