So angry <br />The feeling of betrayal <br />Suffacating my senses <br />A thousand attempts <br />Is a thousand failures <br /> <br />Only expect everything less <br />Hope <br />A distant aspiration <br />Darkness <br />A promising relaxation <br /> <br />Muffled screams <br />And stiffled cries <br />Never wish hello <br />Only cursed goodbyes <br /> <br />This feeling in my chest <br />Is no longer a feeling <br />Born into the darkness <br />Nursed by the pain <br /> <br />It courses through my veins <br />Don't try to tell me it's okay <br />Because you'll be lying to my face <br /> <br />All hopes and dreams <br />All laughs and smiles <br />Have been washed away <br /> <br />No love, no loss <br />No hope, no tears <br />Plain and simple <br />No tries, no fears <br />Still alive but barely breathing.<br /><br />Montana Brown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pulsing-pain/
