sitting alone <br />in the middle of the night <br />twisted thoughts rolling <br />fucking with my empty head <br />maybe i was right <br />maybe i should come across the light <br />maybe i have to stop the fight <br /> <br />my past is coming back to hunt me <br />can't escape it <br />tried enough to break it <br />still a part of me <br />can't pretend that i can't see <br />the signs <br />of my weakness, regret <br />knowing am unable to forget <br />my sorrow is infinite <br /> <br />its been two years <br />still fighting the same fears <br />one step forward and million <br />steps back <br />my world has always been black <br /> <br />people say they're always <br />there by your side <br />but soon they give up <br />sooner then you do <br />cause they never understand u <br />never been through <br />all the shit <br />u had to handle by our own <br />stand by u at first <br />then u find yourself thrown <br /> <br />to the dark nights to eat <br />your soul <br />day by day <br />year by year <br />and you're still always the same <br />tired of playing the same game <br />it was the only thing <br />about it I was right <br /> <br />I was born alone <br />always will be <br />been trapped in darkness <br />no one could see <br />my pen and paper were <br />my only salvation <br />I have no choice but to write..<br /><br />Fadwa Saidani<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/emptiness-132/
