It's been four months since you walked out that door <br />I still remember it as if it was four seconds ago <br />Its been four months now <br />Its was two... <br />we dated for two months <br />But the heartache was double <br />The time we have been together <br />Its been four months now <br />Four months of torture and hell <br />Four months of oceans of tears <br />Four months of unanswered questions <br />Four months of regrets <br />Four months of longing <br />Four months of what ifs <br />Four months wishes <br />Four months anger and pain <br />Four months of confusion <br />Four months of broken promises <br />Broken images <br />Broken dreams <br />Its been four months now <br />Since I last saw your beautiful smile <br />Since I last saw your beautiful eyes <br />Since my lips last touch your lips <br />Since I last held you in my arms <br />Since I last spoke to you <br />Its been four months now <br />Since I lost my best friend <br />My lover <br />My mentor <br />My inspiration <br />My better half <br />Its been four months now <br />Four months Of acceptance <br />Acceptance that you gone and never coming back for me <br />Four months Of making peace with what happened <br />Four months of letting go <br />Its been four months now <br />And it gets easier <br />And I'm going stronger by the day <br />Its been four months now <br />And I'm learning to fall madly in love with me again <br />I'm learning to dance in the rain <br />I'm learning to see my beauty again <br />I'm learning mend my broken heart <br />I'm learning to sing my own song <br />I'm learning to forgive you <br />Learning to forgive myself <br />Its been four months now <br />And I'm finding and loving myself <br />After loving you with all of me <br />Its been four months now <br /> <br />Vangile Mtyali<br /><br />Vangile Mtyali<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/its-been-four-months-now/
