I find it difficult <br />With inbuilt <br />Conception <br />Of solid relation <br /> <br />It is not <br />That I miss not <br />But show nothing <br />For each second and passing <br /> <br />I become impatient <br />And feel absent <br />With anything around <br />And loose ground <br /> <br />I speak in air <br />And look unfair <br />"Why should he not miss me"? <br />When I take his care like tree <br /> <br />My hands go round <br />Like branches to feel around <br />Waist and chest <br />Is it not the patience's test? <br /> <br />You may love rainbow <br />Find no color to withdraw <br />Retain its original shape <br />And silently clap<br /><br />hasmukh amathalal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-find-it-difficult/