There are days that I want to disappear behind closed eyes <br />and purge all those negativities with 'out breaths' of sighs. <br />Broken, my heart lies in shards - a result of loves dynamic force <br />leaving deep cuts to heal without expectation or remorse. <br />It's sometimes hard finding where to be, <br />but closed eyes makes it easier to focus away pain and any misery. <br />What brings a soul to lighten the dark <br />that then awakens the beginnings that sets forth a new start? <br />I cannot answer, for the question, for me, is not there, <br />for if it was, my life will have an answer instead of being nowhere. <br />Solitude may be a place to preserve one's salvation <br />for there are no signs that lead and none point to its direction. <br />It's only when eyes are opened wide will I see where I am <br />look around and take everything that's there in hand. <br />Though the love I once had has wounded my heart and mind <br />it may, some day, be cured by meeting a most loving one of her kind.<br /><br />JJ Evendon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/behind-closed-eyes-4/
