I was upset when i heard you were back, <br />it tore me apart, <br />And I don't know why, <br />Maybe because I knew it wasn't real, <br />or maybe I reali my ze that you don't care, <br />Cause if you did then I would have heard from you by now, <br />or have seen you, <br />But I was a fool for thinking that you care, <br />I was just a play toy to mess with before you left. <br /> <br />Now i'm not going to let you bring me down. <br />I have my own life too worried about. <br />so i'm going to keep my head up high, <br />and I'm going to find myself a good man, <br />one that will care and love me, <br />One that will put a smile on my face, <br />won't make me cry, <br />And he won't kiss me then leave. <br /> <br />I'm still going to care about you, <br />and i still want to be friends, <br />because you were a good friend, <br />but i'm not going to take your bull shit anymore. <br />This is my life and going to go out swinging, <br />and no one is going to control my life except for me<br /><br />Deanna Gorton<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/head-up-high-4/
