My world is falling apart. <br />I sit alone in the dark. <br />I am holding my beating heart. <br />I am treated like a "thing." <br /> <br />My tears are falling down. <br />Off my cheeks, to the ground. <br />They make me feel like a clown. <br />As if i live under a "king." <br /> <br />My blood runs slow. <br />So much stress, I'm going to blow. <br />My brains will be splattered on the floor. <br />Last thing heard was the hammer go "cling." <br /> <br />My depression is worsening. <br />Under my cold breath I am cursing. <br />Slowly to none, my heart is beating. <br />My life just hangs by a thin string. <br /> <br />My life is going to end. <br />Something that I actually intend. <br />To those who laugh, I am just pretend. <br />It hurts more that 1000 bee stings. <br /> <br />My choice is to be left alone. <br />Until I am dust and bone. <br />Until I die by my own. <br />Death has his plan for me in full swing. <br /> <br />My enemies just won't leave me be. <br />Just leave me floating in the Dead Sea. <br />Until the vultures like what they see. <br />And pick at my lifeless body like some... "thing."<br /><br />Mark Ramirez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-world-is-falling-apart/
