There's something I have to say <br />I know you wont beleive me <br />But i'll say it anyway <br />I'm sorry <br />I'm sorry for laughing <br />When you needed a hand to hold <br />I'm sorry I wasn't there <br />To protect you from the cold <br />I'm sorry I wasn't there to <br />Dry the oceans you cried <br />I'm sorry I didn't feel your heart <br />As it slowly died <br />I'm sorry that it seemed <br />That I didn't care <br />I'm sorry when you needed me <br />I was never there <br />I'm sorry you needed a hero <br />And that hero wasn't me <br />I'm sorry I couldn't be your sight <br />When you were too blind to see <br />How precious you were <br />I'm sorry I wasn't at <br />The bottom of your fall <br />I'm sorry I couldn't help <br />You stand tall <br />I'm sorry I didn't hold you <br />As nightmares pierced the night <br />I'm sorry I wish I <br />Could hold you tight <br />I'm sorry for lying <br />By acting like I didnt know <br />Inside you were dying <br />I'm sorry I didn't save you <br />I'm sorry <br />This is what I had to say <br />I know you don't beleive me <br />But i said it anyway<br /><br />Barbara Dixion<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-apology-14/