I have trust issues. Which no one person can be directly accused. <br /> <br />I have lived a life of being beaten and cheated. In many ways psychologically defeated. <br /> <br />My small and petite stature, has left me open to the world's abuse. My small and petite stature has set me up to have a life where I constantly lose. <br /> <br />Why have I been designed for failure? Why is it I seem to attract predatory creatures? <br /> <br />I am now of the mind where I expect to be hurt early on in relationships. I find it difficult to resolve challenges within relationships. I run from inexhaustible issues within relationships. <br /> <br />Something needs to change and I do not want to agree to a new a found friend's opinion of my state of mind. Although I can see he will never leave me behind.<br /><br />Jeremy Horsford<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-through-a-colleague-s-eyes/
