Isn’t it funny? <br />So very funny. <br />After months of hurt and bitter retention, <br />I finally began to feel the way I used to. <br />Wanting more and more each day to forgive and forget, <br />Wanting you. <br />I thought the time was soon, <br />The day it was going happen drawing near, <br />The factuality that it would again exist becoming clear. <br />Us, me and you, back together again, <br />Just like it should be. <br />All to be severed in a mere few hours, <br />Sending me hurtling back to square one. <br />I go back to beating myself up, <br />Like the day this had begun.<br /><br />Lily Espinosa<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-hammer-to-my-head/
