so sick of this. <br />Without strength, <br />all gone. <br />No one to lean on. <br /> I want this all <br />to end. <br />I don't want to <br />walk in pain <br />another day. <br /> Trying to keep <br />murderous thoughts <br />at bay. <br />My hands tremble, <br />inside I crumble and <br />decay. <br /> I can't even put <br />a fake smile on <br />my face. <br />I can't line <br />my despair with <br />lace for everyone's' <br />nosy face. <br /> Until I get the guts. <br />Until that day, <br />this is the only <br />way to keep suicide <br />away. <br /><br />Tashi Coote<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicide-go-away/