I want to cry <br />I want to hurt myself <br />I hate myself right now <br />It feels like im blaming myself <br />Is it my fault? <br />No it couldnt of been <br />I love her so much <br />I hate love cause this is pain <br />All these mixed feelings <br />I dont know what to do <br />How could she hold it in all this time <br />I know I messed up <br />But so did she <br />She made me feel like shyt all this time <br />When she went and did the samething <br />But worse she messed with a man <br />That's just wrong <br />I still cant even forgive myself <br />And to know she did the same thing <br />I came out and told her the truth <br />Why couldnt she? <br />How could she not tell me? <br />After all this time now she wants to cleanse herself <br />Is this how she felt when I told her i messed with someone else <br />If this is how she felt <br />I only feel worse <br />I would NEVER want to cause someone this pain <br />Honestly I dont want know if I did <br />I hate this <br />I know I will forgive her <br />Only time will tell <br />I love her<br /><br />Ashley Olson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/love-hurts-37/
