182 <br /> <br />If I shouldn't be alive <br />When the Robins come, <br />Give the one in Red Cravat, <br />A Memorial crumb. <br /> <br />If I couldn't thank you, <br />Being fast asleep, <br />You will know I'm trying <br />Why my Granite lip!<br /><br />Emily Dickinson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-i-shouldn-t-be-alive/