I'm so confused as to how i feel <br />The pain I conceal is almost unreal <br />I love you so much; care for you so <br />But it's hard for me to choose which way to go <br /> <br />I know you love me- <br />Of that there's no doubt. <br />I just can't find a way to claw my way out <br />Of this hole that I dug deep down in my soul <br />You're the only thing that makes me whole. <br /> <br />And I know it hurts to hear this news <br />The fact that I'm scared to be in love with you <br />Afraid you may hurt me- <br />Take me for granted <br />And break this heart <br />That to you I handed. <br /> <br />I love your smile, <br />Your sensitive eyes, <br />The way you holdme <br />When I cry... <br /> <br />But I hate the way you've hurt me <br />And made me feel low... <br />So to your invitation <br />My answer is 'no.'<br /><br />Laura Strom<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/confused-emotions/
