Uncontrollably weeping I reach for my phone <br />I ring him up and get an out of service tone <br />I know he's away and that's all I'll hear <br />But somehow when I call him I feel he's near <br />I write him a message that he'll never read <br />I have this crazy impulse, this urgent need <br />I know its irrational, I know its insane <br />But it helps me through the day and eases the pain<br /><br />Ghada Shahbender<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-crazy-impulse-an-urgent-need/