I hate the world today and hate myself in everyway <br />I hate the person that I have become <br />I hate the dreams and the nightmares I have <br />And hate the days when I can’t <br />I can’t hold on anymore <br />My foot is half way out the door <br />And everyday there is some mistake I have made <br />I’ve learned my lesson <br />I can not win <br />I’m set to lose <br />And hurt within <br />But everyday I make one mistake <br />I wish I could take it away <br />And all the pain my friends have felt <br />I wish it would go away <br />I’d rather die then live life <br />And rather burn than cry <br />But everyday I make <br />More and more mistakes <br />I don’t know if I can go on<br /><br />Samantha Martin<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-today/
