My life so far isn’t something I like <br />I fight with anger and hate my life <br />The person who I use to be <br />Is no longer there for me <br />As every day seems to get a lot harder <br />And I began to feel less and less stronger <br />I still fight back cause no one will <br />I fight to live not fight to kill <br />Though sometimes days seem to get a little clear <br />But turn out all black because of the fear <br />And now I fight to control myself <br />I’m losing my mind and I can’t help <br />So my life so far isn’t something I like <br />I wish I could change it with all my might <br />But my days grow colder and darker now <br />How long till I die how long must I wait now <br />To stop feeling this way and forget all the pain <br />Cause to me everyday I get less than I gave <br />To me those who say they care for me <br />I don’t know and I don’t care to see <br />My life so far isn’t something I like <br />I fight with anger and hate my life<br /><br />Samantha Martin<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-life-so-far/
