I hate when I get stares, as if I were different. <br /> I hate when specific words <br />are said to me, it hurts. <br />I hate the way I get treated, as if I was not important. <br />I hate when I try to speak, <br />and I get ignored. <br />I hate the way I choose not to do anything about it. <br /> I hate the hate ness that’s going around. <br />I hate the times <br /> I try to keep my anger locked inside. <br /> I hate when my anger gets to me, and I start to cry. <br />I hate the way I trust people <br /> I don’t really trust at all. <br />I hate when I try to get help, <br />and I get the run around. <br /> I hate the way I wonder why I was even born at all. <br /> I hate when I do right things, <br /> and it turns out wrong. <br /> I hate the way I hate, <br /> and how it makes me feel so much pain. <br />If I had one wish <br />I would wish <br />all this pain, and anger <br />away.<br /><br />Felix Lugo<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-feelings-i-have-inside/
