years of denial finally payed off <br />i realised what you had done was wrong <br />i always thought it had been my fault <br />but how could it have been? <br />i was a little girl, you older - you had already seen too much <br />i didnt remember till I was old enough to almost love me <br />i always knew i wasn't completley pure, even when I was still intact <br />it was the root of alot of my evil <br />i never performed right, but lied, but always wanted more <br />it's my addiction <br />it's what makes me and what has destroyed me at the same time <br />i confuse it with love <br />and connect the two automatically <br />i never tell and probaly never will <br />my body may suffer, but my soul is still my own <br />but i, m still lost<br /><br />Carolyn Vuletic<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/little-girl-lost-2/
