Am so afraid of how you feel <br />Listening to what you’ve said <br />Chills me to the bone <br />Our whole existence is on shaky ground <br />How has it come to this <br />Or has it always been this way <br />Lonely on the inside and lonely on the out <br /> <br /> <br />Angry at you for having this weakness <br />Beating myself up for being so hard <br />Unable to see it from your perspective <br />Seeing only instability on your part <br />Even though I love you so <br /> <br /> <br />I don’t know how to deal with this <br />Stubborn strength has always been my strong point <br /> <br /> <br />Never been one to give in easily <br />Or admit defeat in any way <br />Therefore how can you, my man <br /> <br /> <br />Are you not in control of what you do <br />Needs and wants <br />Against who’s will do you keep drinking <br />Don’t you see that you can stop <br />Determination alone will conquer <br />I want to help but don’t know how <br />Can’t understand the actual problem <br />That is a problem in itself <br />I feel like I don’t really know you <br />Or even worse, don’t know myself <br />Need to sit on this a bit<br /><br />Scarborough Gypsy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alcohol-abuse-is-not-an-addiction/
