I think I’m in love with you. <br />I think we’d make a perfect combination. <br />I think a lot of things; <br />But I don’t know. <br />My intuition isn’t reliable; <br />It teaches me wrong things, <br />Makes me believe in false hopes. <br />Follow my heart, and I will be in despair. <br /> <br />I’m not exactly a lover, <br />Would fail miserably as a people-pleaser. <br />I’m one of those selfish people you’ve come across, <br />That snobbish on reality TV, <br />Cannot love, <br />And cannot be loved. <br /> <br />I want to love you, <br />Love you more than my life is worth. <br />But some things aren’t possible. <br />Loving you means hurting you. <br />We won’t have a neat ending. <br />My dear old friend will come between us, <br />A loyal pal I call, Insecurities. <br />He'll show up to rescue me from my potential felicity, <br />Leaving me: <br />Doubting you, <br />Doubting me, <br />And ruining us. <br /> <br />If you do some background revisions, <br />Analyze my unpleasant history, <br />And study my bizarre ideologies, <br />Then only you’ll know. <br />I don’t love not because I choose not to. <br />I don’t love because I cannot love. <br />I don’t love because there’s no other way I know how to live...<br /><br />Lara W.A<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-know-why-i-don-t-love/
