Sometimes I just sit there <br />And cut till I bleed <br />Because I never get <br />The attention that I need. <br />It sounds stupid to some, <br />But to me, it's the only way. <br />'That's awful dumb. Why would you? ' <br />Some like to say. <br />I tell them leave me alone, <br />Go back to your life. <br />Then I ask, do I really need help <br />When I sit home alone with a knife? <br />One day I could kill myself. <br />Could they help me change? <br />But asking would be weird. <br />I would feel so strange. <br />I'll look out the window <br />And see them all having fun, <br />But I don't need them. <br />I don't need anyone.<br /><br />Fernando Alvarez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fer-s-story/
